5 classes every Wednesday.

Don’t know how I’m gonna handle this, but
I’m gonna have to.

UGH.

@4 days ago
#classes #college school fuck 

8[3]2014 l 2:57am

most days I don’t think about you, to be honest.
and it’s not necessarily because i’ve forgotten.
[i haven’t. and i never will]

it’s just that remembering is so hard to bear.
and at random times, there will be signs.
and they will remind me of you.
and i will cry.
[i’ll cry my damned heart out]
cause you were never supposed to leave.
but you did.
and you still left too soon.

@4 weeks ago
#msc93 #thoughts 
The God, The Detective & The Goddess.

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@6 months ago with 1203 notes

I used to surround myself with things I found on Tumblr when I was sad.
And it’s not a bad place to be if you want a hundred million quotes that seem the slightest bit relate-able. The fact is, most of these are so vague to the point that almost any situation could be attached to them.

The harder part is keeping an open mind to go along with the open quotes that seem to grasp you from with in.

There’s always a different side to the story, no matter what you think you know. And thinking you’re right about something you have no insight to just makes you that much more incorrect.

@6 months ago with 2 notes
#msc93 #personal #thoughts 

I loaded the gun, but you pulled it.
So I guess we’re both to blame.

I can’t say it doesn’t bother me, that’d be a lie.
I can’t say anything else because I’d remember.
And I’m choosing to forget.

(eleven).

the cigarette’s burning so close to the filter, but i just kept inhaling.
i could feel winter’s cold bite on my skin. the snow was so beautiful,
sleeping so quietly a foot and a half high.

and all i was doing was thinking. 
(you’ve been taking good care of yourself, Micael, you really have).
and all the while i’ve realized now, i could only take care of one person.
and i used to be
willing to let myself deteriorate for the sake of another.
it was quite the feeling til it was charred.
so i tried to do both instead, and it’d only be two glasses half full, or half empty (whichever you’d prefer).
and now it’s just me. 

you’re gone. and until i learn how to make both those glasses half as tall, so that they’d both be filled to the brim, i leave the world of indefinite emotions to a much more capable me.

and who that is, i still haven’t come to be.

@6 months ago with 5 notes
#msc93 #personal #thoughts 

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@7 months ago with 3378 notes
ilaurens:

Passing of an eclipse - By: (Miss Aniela)
@7 months ago with 2951 notes

1/12/14 12:25PM

Guilty as I may be, for that you’ll never know.
I did at one point, tell you everything. And you taught me to kept my mouth shut with your judgments. 
Living the lie that honesty will keep you in a beneficiary state.
It sickens me.
To live so open to tell, much different from others.
It doesn’t work. A person who lives like such is rare to come by.
But now I am no different. 
You may have your suspicions, but that’s all they’ll ever be,

@7 months ago
#msc93 

8[3]2014 l 3:08am

i feel as if it’s been a while.
(writing, i mean)
i used to think that i stopped writing because nothing stirs me from within anymore. nothing depressing or sad at least.
then i realized, i didn’t have to be sad to write anything.
i could be whatever and write whatever i wanted.
but it’s not as easy so i just stopped trying.
(i gave up, you could say)
it’s a lot harder to define happiness than sadness (is it not?)
because almost one hundred percent of the time,
you know what’s making you sad. and when you’re happy,
you just don’t know what to say (it’s hard to explain, really, but you get it, right?)

but now, i’m thinking.
have i really been happy this entire time?
i don’t know.
maybe i’ve just been so busy (but, that’s probably not it)
i honestly feel like i’m just not giving any sort of room for pain
because i don’t want to be sad again (who does?)
you could call me the equivalent of an addict who dropped a really bad habit, i guess.
that habit being defined as wallowing in tears if it were to be specified.
but is it really that bad a habit?
i don’t know (maybe it’s good to let it out sometimes)
all i do know is, i feel like some part of me is missing.
and sadness is the only map i have to find that place.
right now, i don’t even have that map.
for now, i just feel empty.
and i’m hoping one of these days,
that’ll change.
things will change.

@4 weeks ago
#msc93 #thoughts 
Yes.

Yes.

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@6 months ago with 9757 notes

"Workflow" is probably the most annoying hashtag ever.
(for me, at least).

I don’t mean to generalize, but it’s almost always a female that posts a selfie of their outfit before work.
(this does NOT exclude dudes).
Like, come on now, get your ass to work and do what you’re paid to do. Ain’t shit “flowing” at work if you’re too busy in the bathroom playing America’s Next Top Model on your phone with the mirror goddamn it,

@6 months ago with 2 notes
#thoughts 

fuck-bitches-get-money:

White People

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@6 months ago with 233653 notes

Skinny Love (Bon Iver) - covered by Daniela Andrade

@6 months ago

foreversoleful:

saywaa:

finally finished… 

deeeeem lol worth it right?!

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@7 months ago with 124012 notes

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